I believe in you

This sadness is killing me
You promised you won’t make me cry
Your presence makes this pain so real.

All my tears I offered you
All my hope I had on you
And I still want you with me

When you captivated me for the first time
I never thought you would hurt so much
I can’t hide my feelings, not anymore

All my fears I offered you
And I still believe in you

I’m screaming to myself, I can’t get rid of you
Maybe I hurt myself and I’ve confused, it’s my fault
It’s not that easy anyways.

You’re my angel, my real love
But you are killing me and my soul
Please don’t hurt me, at least with your thoughts.

Don’t make me cry again, please don’t
That’s all I beg, I guess I’ll have to pray
Even then, I believe in you.

Helena Himm